This morning I was horribly and rudely betrayed by a very dear friend of mine.
This friend, with whom I had spent countless nights chatting about anything and everything, oh - how she broke my heart.
I used to talk to her first thing in the morning, while I made my first pot of coffee. We checked our email together and discussed our blogger pals. We were inseparable. Everything, we did it together.
I remember this one time, when she came down with a nasty bug. I was the one who got her prescriptions and held her hair while she spewed all over my counter. I was the one who held her hand. I loved her.
I guess I still do, but it hurts. It was so sudden.
Up until mid-morning, all was right in my world. Right up until I checked my email. It was like my whole world crashed. Slow motion it seemed, but it happened so very fast.
One minute were chatting and the next, it was over. Done.
I still don't know why. It was as if she was broken, somewhere deep inside, some dark place where our friendship didn't count anymore. She didn't care about how much I needed her. She didn't care how much her leaving distressed me. My screen flashed and she spewed angry, incomprehensible words at me. And then there was silence.
But thats OK, I had the last word. I leaned in really close and whispered into her keyboard; You can be replaced Bitch.
And she was.
*In case you didn't catch on, my laptop died this morning, breaking my heart. But with much
**Also. I have no bookmarks. That bitch took them to the grave with her. Can some one send the link to Stacy's Trivia Challenge? And email addresses. I have no emails stored anymore! I need some! How can I email without addresses!!
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