I started this blog to uhm.. well never mind, its stupid and I was planning on telling you all on March 17th anyway. But I started this blog for me. 'Cus I'm all about me.
I'm incredibly selfish.
If it doesn't concern me; I.Don't.Care.
War in Iraq? I don't care.
New Orleans? Don't care.
World Peace? Go ahead, guess what I think of it...
I'm all about me. And this blog? It was supposed to be all about me. ME!ME!ME!ME! I told you. I'm a selfish cunt. But really. I don't care, because that's who I am.
This whole blogging thing? It backfired Big Time. It kicked me in the ass and I still can't sit down.
And it sucks.
I hate it.
When someone I know and love is in trouble, is hurt and needs me, I care. Oh don't get me wrong, It's still all about me, because I feel the need to do things so I don't feel guilty later, Not to help them, But so I feel better.
Me Me Me. All about me.
Yup, go back, read again, Selfish Bitch here! Hi, how are ya?
So now someone I "know" is hurting and what can I do? Nothing. Not a Damn Thing. I hate this.
I want to go to them, I want to hug them. Drink coffee with them and let them cry on my shoulder.
But I can't because its not some one I know know, It's a fellow blogger, and Life SUCKS, 'cus now I care, and can't do anything about it, for me OR them.
The End.
Labels: I'm Important Too
8 Comments:
Yep, me too.
Be there for them...may not sound like much, but it can be.
Awww, I'm so sad that you are sad!
I was just telling someone today that I have begun to build this "blogger family"- people I have never meet but adore anyway.The power of a blog! how could you not get close to people reading their personal this and that regularly.
you have a great sense of humor it's shows in your words.
just let them know you care sometimes that's enough.
You are the best, Blue. I don't care what you say, you are NOT selfish. I have felt this way, do feel this way a lot. It's amazing the way blogging has gotten into our lives and our hearts.
I don't know who you meant but you sure helped me a lot, selfish or no, thank you.
I know what you mean - there are bloggers I want to be able to give them a hug, show up on their doorstep with coffee, or cookies or something, anything, just so they know that someone cares...but then reality slaps me in the face and it's like - shite, they are hours, states, countries away...and it's not always possible.
I think the fact that you care and offer support IS doing something. I'm sure it's very appreciated.
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